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My mind isn’t at 100%, not yet anyways.

It’s on the way there though.

I can’t wait until I’m better.

I’m worn out, completely drained, and have been consumed by my job. It’s a sad story and I’m a sad sight for sore eyes (or however the saying goes).

I worked seven days in a row, last week.  I got Saturday off to do what I needed to do, but all I really accomplished was sleep.  And sleep I did.

Today, I started ‘Day One’ of another seven days in a row.

I feel completely miserable, one of those ‘if I didn’t laugh, I’d cry’ moments.

To reward myself, I felt the need to order a Kindle from Amazon today.  No, not the fancy Kindle Fire.  Just the regular Kindle, the lowest bottom of the barrel Kindle.  Why, you ask?

I actually feel the need to read.  I want to read.  I feel like my brain is dying from working and stupid shit. Let’s try to slow down the event of my brain decaying by reading.  Let’s prevent my brain from becoming useless.

I was actually hooked on reading a book on Saturday (my one day off, if you had already forgotten), The Art of Racing In The Rain. It’s a fantastic book, and I’m not surprised that it was on NY Time’s best seller list for a while, and probably still is as I’m writing this.

But really, I’m just updating my blog to let my followers know that yes, I am alive and barely surviving, but I am craving more from life than just work.

I haven’t laughed like this in a while..

I’m guessing the choices I’ll make today will make my life better tomorrow.

Or at least that’s what I hope for.