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For the love of God, what did I ever do to deserve what I am dealing right now?

Or is it… A little like: ”No good deed goes unpunished.”

And if the above is true, should I just be more of a bitch?

This shit is sucking the life right out of me.

Just sitting back and thinking about “stuff” this glorious morning before I go to work.

…And I guess the reason why I thought 2011 was so ridiculous was because it was full of changes.  It’s not that the change itself is hard, but adapting to change was a challenge to me.

This is probably a sign that I’m growing up, even if it’s just a little bit.

I need to laugh more and take things in stride and not take things so personally anymore.

Otherwise, how will I survive 2012?

BIG changes coming, hopefully.

Lots of miscommunication between her and I lately, but it doesn’t mean my feelings of ardor became less intense.

I’m thankful that I have a good caring family that supports me when I’m feeling down, and for having friends that can always make me laugh and encourage me when I need it.

It’s almost the end of 2011. I can barely believe it.  But I’m also ready for it to be over, it was one shithole of a year, lol.